Hari ini aku meletup. Punca dia kecil je, tp sebab aku dah lama pendam perangai sorang2, then yesterday was the first time my family witnessed my 'craziness'. Selalunya depa dengar je khabar daripada pihak hospital. Made a promise to myself that I won't repeat it, but I guess, because of me refusing to express everything, the day finally came. Had a big argument with my sis. I tried to be rational prior to the argument; I went outside to breathe some air. But the words were too harsh. I felt tortured with the words. The words such as "Matanglah sikit!" "Jangan jadi macam budak2 boleh tak!" I'll never forget that. I didn't even ask to feel that way. I thought, "Who are you to judge my feeling? Am I the one at fault at the moment?" I wanted to be rational. Lillahi taala. Lillahi taala. Lillahi taala. At first, I wanted to ignore everything. But the words keep on lingering in my mind. Feeling angry and sad, I went to the kitchen and cut m...
Diary of A Brokenhearted Girl