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I feel bad right now

Salam 7 Ramadan (technically, kita dah masuk 7 Ramadan kan, since it's already passed Maghrib haha) Phew, a little bit awkward nak mencurahkan semua isi hati aku, but, right now, I feel bad and I don't know to whom should I express everything. Well, I don't that one friend yang I willingly to tell everything. Technically, I haven't meet anyone that can hear me out, so yeah, here's my blog which I can be honest, at least for most of things. Now, I'm entering my low mood era and I can barely sleep. Plus, I feel agitated. Damn. Teruk gila. Dah dua hari aku masuk era sleepless night and keep on playing games, otherwise, otak aku akan keep on thinking things that make me upset. I need to redirect my thoughts tho. Thanks to my epileptic drug, I can manage to control things from being too bad. Since I got my newest diagnosis, Bipolar type 2, things are getting weird haha. Firstly, susah gila nak terima kenyataan yang aku ada BMD, nk deny tak boleh sebab diri sendiri me...