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Everyone has their slump era...

After watching Doctor Slump, I just realized that I'm in my slump era. Everyone would have their own slump phase. And each of us would have it differently.

Thought that my slump era would be a brief one, but didn't expect it would be this long. But nevermind, I'll just embrace it. I'll just take this opportunity to break, rehat habis2an because I know I've been terribly busy since my primary school years. I barely have memories with my extended family because I've been busy burning the midnight oil.

I'll just think that my illness right now as one of the channels for me to "Whoa, wait a minute. Take your break!"

Don't worry peeps. I'm not grieving. I've been in the last stage of grief - acceptance.

Sometimes, I'll feel useless and hopeless but all I can do to just ditch them because extreme thoughts will pull me back into darkness, so yeah, maybe I've become a heartless girl? HAHAHA perasan. Jokes aside.

But, all I can say right now is, don't worry about me. And to you who read this, don't worry about the future. Have faith in Him. Cliché one, but faith is the one makes you stronger, be it physically and mentally! Okay?

If you feel hopeless or at the edge of giving up, just think of me. I'm the living proof that proves all tests are the ones that will make you stronger.

Whoa, dah lama tak buat post yang membina, sebabnya, lama betul aku dalam fasa depress dan gelap haha. Lagipun, ni bukan lagi blog era so my reader view have been falling down, plus, I keep changing my domains hahaha.

But, betulkan, kalau kita rasa nak give up, kita patut fikirkan one figure yang pernah melalui fasa-fasa sukar dan tengok macam mana dia handle fasa sukar itu. Perhaps, it will ignite sparks of strength within yourself. 

In my case, that figure will be my OKU friend, Alia. Whenever I'm in despair, she would say,

"Nisa, setiap kali Nisa rasa susah Nisa ingat Alia. Nisa ingat macam mana struggle Alia nak hidup dan walaupun Alia macam ni, Alia takkan putus asa.

Sebab rahmat Allah tu tiada bandingannya, Nisa. Lebih-lebih buat manusia yang sabar dan tabah jalani kehidupan."

Although, I've been losing contacts with her, but her advices, her perseverance, they're just 'Wow!' me.

Jadi teman2, all tests are happened just to make a better person of yourself. Kita takkan belajar selagi kita tidak diuji.

Bye, salam Maghrib.

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